MindOfThucky

I just don’t understand . What are you trying to hide. We used to be close but not it’s like every time we talk it’s not the same anymore. I feel like I’m waisting your time being on the phone with you and waisting my time trying to figure out what’s the matter. I care for you and everything but how can I help if you don’t tell me what’s the matter. Well that’s all that’s in my mind for now. Good morning/ night world. Time to get my day started.

# MindOfThucky

The cluster of gambling new leaves seem like they are having so much fun among the trees that grazed up. The sun light flickering through is inviting . Reaching out my hands, softly, gently so they don’t disappear , but they never reached paradise, that sea of starts when I awake, a cold hearted moon. If I follow the memory of the remaining trace of light, tell me will you recognize me? Such things that has shape tell of the coming end of the forever darkness flickers

Thoughts of you fill my head. When I get like this the fear of loosing that someone who makes you happy increase ten fold. When I’m with her or even texting her I’m a different person. My smiles starts to have meaning behind them instead of hiding the truth. I’m more confident in what I do. I wake up knowing today is going to better then yesterday.

I love this feeling and I don’t want to loose it. So ima try my best to keep it going.

#MindOfThucky

Lately things haven’t been the same between you and I. I try to make conversations with you but these one word texts and putting me on hold, makes me feel like I’m not important anymore. I feel like im doing something wrong and I’m sitting here thinking ” what the fuck did I do” When you put me on hold or tell me to wait so you can talk to someone else makes me feel like shit for taking up your time. I know you have your own shit going on and i understand that its hard for you right now, but that’s why I’m here.I’m here so we can talk about the shit that is going on in your life. That’s is what best friends are here for. well i had enough. good night

#MindOfThucky

Today all I could think of is her. These feelings that I used to know are the best in the world. I dont want to rush into things with her but I know that I say this a lot but I really think that I found someone that I can spend my life with. We think alike same interests same hopes and dreams and i feel like I’m so new to all this cause I just been out of it and forgot how it all made me felt. Well that’s it for now and I might be back in a couple of hours or so if I have anything on my mind

#MindOfThucky

Beliefs control emotions, emotions drives actions.
Change your beliefs to control emotions and actions in this case jealousy and the acting out of the emotion that consider ” the worse of you “

When it comes down to it there isn’t really anyone I can depend on. There are only a selective few that are there for me but mostly everyone else isn’t . Ever since my car broke down and I need rides to places but when I ask people for rides, no one steps up. They would call me up and ask yo lets go do something and I would reply uh yeah sure can you pick me up? I always get man already here or I’m not driving when the drive anyways. My point is fuck all of you who disappoint me and lost all my respect